Journeywoman

~Everything in life is a journey~

A day in the life of what will be… September 28, 2009

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I wake up to the sound of sea gulls and crashing waves. I feel the warmth of the sun upon my naked skin as I emerge from my cocoon of fluffy blankets and pillows. I take a look around me and see the curtains flying in and out as the wind blows. I have the door to my balcony open. I get up and slip into my robe and slippers and take a peek outside. I look out and I can see the ocean and the sun beaming off the waves. I breathe in the saltwater and take in my surroundings. I come back in and slip out of my robe and slippers and put on some sweats and sneakers. I check on the kiddos, still sound asleep and I grab my keys lock the door and go for a run on the sand. I do this every morning and it’s simply magical. I love hearing the waves crash and the birds singing and seeing the dolphins swimming. As I run a long the beach I think about what I have planned for the day. Same as usual but I love every minute of it.

As I finish up my run, I get back to the house and notice the girls are getting ready for school. Alexandra and Isabella are in high school and Giovanni is in his last year of middle school. I go start the coffee and see that the girls have already started it. So I run upstairs check on Giovanni and make sure he’s up and getting ready. I peek in, and he’s putting some last minute touches on a science project he has done for the fair. I am so excited that he’s found something he loves to do. Science was always an interest of mine so it’s nice to see. I head upstairs take my shower and put on my clothes for work. A cute little outfit and a nice pair of flats. Even after all these years and through all the weight I lost, you’d think I’d get the hang of high heels. I still dislike wearing them and only wear them if I have too! As I rush downstairs to the kitchen, I breathe in the smell of the coffee. I pour myself a glass and get the omelets started. We’re all pretty ovo-vegetarian now. So I throw some peppers, tomatoes, and cheese on the counter. I start dicing the veggies, when Alex comes in and pours herself a cup of orange juice. As the egg is cooking I toss in the ingredients and the first omelet is done. Alexandra helps herself and then Isabella comes in and start asking about plans for the weekend, it’s only Monday. I laugh to myself. Get hers finished and she pours herself some water and a cup of coffee. Yes, I let my children have coffee, so sue me. Then Giovanni comes in as I finish his and they are all three sitting on the stools at the counter. I look over them and smile to myself. We’ve come along way, I think to myself. I finish making up my breakfast and I stand in front of them as I eat and ask them some questions about school and if they’ve done their homework and I get the “yessss mom” (leave us alone mom) answer! Then we’re off to school. I grab my briefcase, coffee-to-go, and keys. The girls are putting the dishes in the sink. They grab their book bags. We all jump in the van and we’re on our way. I drop the girls off at their school and Vinnie and I head to the middle school. I think about the appointments I have today.

Being a guidance counselor and head of the PTA and few other things in there makes me a busy mom. However I always make sure I am home to make dinner and sit down with my children. It’s so important to me that we have that family time together. Even if I have a late meeting, I like to make sure I am there if they need help with homework and if they need to talk. Sunday mornings/afternoons are family time. We usually go to the movies or pack a picnic for the beach. I love this life that I have created for us. I don’t care if I am on the go day in and day out. I love each and every minute of it. My kids and I are close. They come to me for anything. We spend a lot of time together. I also have a close group of friends that I hang out with once or twice a week. They try to take me dancing and I just laugh at them, I sooo can not dance. However to appease them I go anyways and end up dancing my tail off having a great time. We try to do something new once a month and they are always trying to make me do silly things but we have the time of our lives.

I go to sleep, peacefully, knowing that my kids are safe, my bills are paid, we have money in the bank and that those dishes from that evenings’ dinner can wait til the morning because I just got done playing cards with the kids on the patio before bed and I’d rather be there with them then doing the dishes any day! I love my kids, I love my life, I love my job, my friends.. what more can I ask for… Okay maybe that dog I’ve always talked about wanting!

 

Hippymom Weekly September 27, 2009

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The Impatient Gardener heads into fall on Gray Gaia.

She’s ready to move forward. She’s the Journeywoman.

Meet The Inside Life’s Traveling Companions.

Guess who’s coming to Hippymom.com? Hathor the Cow Goddess!!!

Melia Lore knows how to Improve Your Marriage.

Fashion, Evolved asks, “Isn’t It Time to Change Your Clothes?”

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A positive stop.. September 27, 2009

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A positive stop on my journey was made on Friday morning. After 8 years of having my permit off and on, I finally got my license. I am happy beyond words that I finally got my license. I’ve been out twice, with the girls, alone. It’s been great. I just don’t think it’s hit me yet that I really have this freedom and that I can just pick up and go.

I have made plans to take two trips next month. One to VA/DC for the National Equality March and the following weekend I am taking the girls and going to Philadelphia to hang out with some twin moms and their twins!! I am really excited.

I have officially started on this positive journey to happiness and peace.

 

Hippymom Weekly September 20, 2009

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Crazycase experiences journous-interruptus.

Mary humbles us, Spectacularly.

Completely Melia.

MamaDuck shows off her new look and brags about her new deals!

In her premier blog, gradmama introduces herself with a bang, and then turns around and shows herself to be a queer-culture, feminist, brainy icon of adoration.

LadyHawk dazzles us with her intuition game.

The Q bring us a new season of eco-fashion… drool-worthy eco-fashion at that!

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Stop the cycle September 15, 2009

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No matter what, if you are going to be told something by the Universe or God, just do it. Because it’s going to keep coming up over and over and over again. I did a spread for myself last week, I pulled 3 cards for me last night which 3 of them were in my initial spread and then, tonight, Melia Lore pulled me a card and three flew out

“Casey…

Jeeeeebus.

Brigid: Alchemy (Temperance)
The Star: You will find your way
Ace of Earth: Manifestation

I’m not interpreting those more than that”

And she really doesn’t need too. I need to get my shit together and move on. Begin a new journey. A happy and healthy journey. I start to and then I have setbacks and think that I can’t move ahead and deep down I know I can. I just have to stay positive.

 

Hippymom Weekly! September 14, 2009

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Fall is a time for Beginnings…at least at The Inside Life.

In My Crazy Life is Feeling Better This Week…

This week’s Five Finds in Eco Fashion at Fashion, Evolved are all from Etsy.com!

Luscious Decadence has a Date Tonight!

Spectacular Me is Pretty on the Inside.

There’s a Calming Force coming from the direction of LoCoWomen.

Melia Lore is doing a Mothering and Feminism Survey–fill it out already!

Hippymom.com’s official blog encourages you to Live in the Moment.

Celebrate the Moon Love at Calming Winds

 

We interrupt my journey to bring you.. September 14, 2009

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IDIOT OF THE YEAR!!!

KANYE WEST (imagine an audience yelling BOOOOO-HISSSSSSS)
http://videoguide.msn.com/play/tv/?g=9073ca7a-d315-4e70-893d-938aa8f18faf

First of all I do not watch the VMA’s anymore. I haven’t watched since ‘99 because honestly music has sucked. There isn’t much originality out there anymore. I did see this clip on a friends facebook last night and can I just tell you how angry this makes me. To know that he’s done this before and he’s going to KEEP on doing this because his “fans” will keep on buying his music and giving into him regardless of how rude and disrespectful he is.

Now I am no fan of Taylor Swift, her music is geared more towards teenagers. However I will applaud her for writing her own music and working hard. I feel sorry that the proudest moment in her LIFE was interrupted by some SCUMBAG who thinks he’s God! Who cares if Beyonce’s video “was the best in the decade”!! She eventually won later which she was nice enough to bring Taylor back onstage to give her speech again. So not only did he ruin Taylor’s speech he ruined the one he initially thought should win. And WHY THE FUCK, excuse my language, was he NOT stopped before he reached podium. I am sure they have just as many bodyguards there as you would see on Jerry Springer. The reason I use that analogy is because I feel that Kanye is nothing BUT the low-life trash that you would see on Jerry.

“I’M SOOOOO SORRY TO TAYLOR SWIFT AND HER FANS AND HER MOM. I SPOKE TO HER MOTHER RIGHT AFTER AND SHE SAID THE SAME THING MY MOTHER WOULD’VE SAID. SHE IS VERY TALENTED! I LIKE THE LYRICS ABOUT BEING A CHEERLEADER AND SHE’S IN THE BLEACHERS! …………………… I’M IN THE WRONG FOR GOING ON STAGE AND TAKING AWAY FROM HER MOMENT!…………….. BEYONCE’S VIDEO WAS THE BEST OF THIS DECADE!!!! I’M SORRY TO MY FANS IF I LET YOU GUYS DOWN!!!! I’M SORRY TO MY FRIENDS AT MTV. I WILL APOLOGIZE TO TAYLOR 2MRW. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD!!!! EVERYBODY WANNA BOOOOO ME BUT I’M A FAN OF REAL POP CULTURE!!! NO DISRESPECT BUT WE WATCHIN’ THE SHOW AT THE CRIB RIGHT NOW CAUSE … WELL YOU KNOW!!!! I’M STILL HAPPY FOR TAYLOR!!!! BOOOYAAAWWWW!!!! YOU ARE VERY VERY TALENTED!!! I GAVE MY AWARDS TO OUTKAST WHEN THEY DESERVED IT OVER ME… THAT’S WHAT IT IS!!!!!!! I’M NOT CRAZY YALL, I’M JUST REAL. SORRY FOR THAT!!! I REALLY FEEL BAD FOR TAYLOR AND I’M SINCERELY SORRY!!! MUCH RESPECT!!!!!”
http://thesuperficial.com/2009/09/kanye_west_apologizes_to_taylo.php

Kanye if you think that is an apology, then I am a goat. What you sound like here is a twelve year old who’s mother MADE him apologize, even when he’s not really sorry. You are a disgrace to music.

I really am putting this out there so that people know if you keep feeding into his crap or anyone else like him for that matter, they cycle repeats itself. So the more you buy his records thinking “oh it was just a one time thing, it won’t happen again” you are wrong. He should not be respected in anyway. He either is naive and doesn’t think or he does think and knows he can get away with it because his fans are loyal.

Stop the madness people!!

*editors note: I tried to post the links. They won’t work but feel free to copy and paste. Thank you

 

Good Weekend September 13, 2009

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Before I went to therapy Friday evening I told C to call his mom and ask if the girls could spend the night. She said she would love to have them, but would prefer Saturday night! Either way I was thrilled. So we dropped them off yesterday and the three of us (couldn’t get a sitter for Vinnie, but I’m countin’ my blessings here) went to Olive Garden. I had the yummiest chicken alfredo and a lovely glass of Pinot Grigo. So C drove home and an hour later Vinnie went to sleep. So we watched The Last House on the Left and Passengers. I gave myself a pedicure while we watched the movie! So now I have pretty purple toes! Then I went to bed around midnight! Usually I have to kick myself if I go to bed late because the girls LOOOOVE to wake up massively early. BOTH C and I got to sleep in! C slept til 8am and Vinnie and I slept til 8:30am. It was wonderful. Usually we are up at 6 freakin’ 30 am!

The girls came home around 1pm this afternoon. EXHAUSTED! Apparently they didn’t go to sleep til 11pm, the train woke them at 4am and did go back to sleep til 6:15 :| NO WAY IN HECK that would go over here LOL But they did see my pretty purple toes and wanted their nails painted. So they ate lunch took a good nap and when they woke up we watched Snow Dogs and I gave them their mani’s and pedi’s!! Then we went to see my dad for Grandparent’s Day! They love seeing pap-pap!

Anyway that was our weekend. I feel like if I keep pretty busy I am not always thinking about every little thing and therefore analyzing every little thing. LOL

 

Feeling better this week. September 10, 2009

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I am thinking about transforming my blog. Deleting all the old stuff and making my blog solely about getting to a place where my mind, body and soul is happy and healthy. I don’t want to be negative. I want to be positive and I want to get better. I want to be in a good place. Not constantly feeling all doom and gloom.

So goals to achieve by the end of the month:

1. Stick with my exercising and eating healthy.
2. Talk to my therapist about medication, I think it’s time I can’t do this alone and I need more help.
3. Get my license.

~I am safe and well and supported with Love. All is well in my life.~

 

Hippymom Weekly September 6, 2009

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An old friend pops in on MamaBirdie.

Luscious Decadence speaks beautifully.

How about some Crazy freewriting?

September Online Workshop on HippyMom!

LoCoWomen.com loves the smarty pants!

Melia gets random. Shocking.