Journeywoman

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So trying to get my life in order. February 12, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — crazycase @ 3:11 pm

I am 25 years old.  Will be turning 26 in a month+ and I think it’s time to start growing up into the adult that my kids can look up to and don’t mind being around.   There is a plethora (I love that word) of things I need to work on. 

 Having a more positive attitude.  - this is to true for me.  I’ve always had a mediocre or depressing attitude.  I want my kids to grow up having a great self-esteem and great out-look on life.  The only way to help them and NOT feel like a hyprocite (snort) is to change my attitude. 

Getting my body into good shape.  - I’m not talking about model, stickly thin.  I just want to be able to run and play with my kids.  I don’t want them to think well if mommy’s not moving around, well neither do I and the perpetual cycle begins again.  I want to be healthy for me too.  I am tired all the time and it’s awful.  TIME TO GET MOVIN’ 

Taking better care of my mind. – meditating, taking time for me.  Because when I’m not burnt out I am a better mom.  I feel good and I wanna be where I am.  

I also want to stop relying on other people as much as I do.  I have to be happy with myself and make my own decisions about thing.  I have to stop looking to people for approval and praise.   

 

It’s going to take awhile and thats something I have to accept.  I can’t change overnight as much as I want too. This life style is 15 some years in the making.

 Patience is key.  

 

Patience Patience Patience

 

I can do this.

 

12 Responses to “So trying to get my life in order.”

  1. Rachel Says:

    Of course you can do this (((HUGS))) Just one step at a time, and don’t get frustrated with setbacks.

  2. Ruth Anne Says:

    You are awesome and so able to do this. You can do it one step at a time! You aren’t alone, and just remember this is a lifestyle change so set yourself up with healthy foods and some time to do that meditation and exercise. You are sooo worth the effect, and it is really worth it:)

  3. bellacola Says:

    Hooray! You can do this! Try to be as loving with yourself as you would with one of your children.

  4. katie Says:

    You CAN do this! I’m so proud of you and rooting for you all the way!

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  6. The Q Says:

    I go through these phases, too. It’s like you step outside of yourself and look at things objectively. These are the moments in life that are catalysts for self-improvement…and a sure sign that you are evolving as a person. :-)

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  8. Melia Says:

    Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming ;)

    I wanted to say that before Mo could… but its true. Just keep moving forward, and I know you can do it!

  9. aurorahope Says:

    I am on almost the exact same journey. Hopefully we can transform together to make a better life for ourselves. :hug

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  11. decalush Says:

    One step at a time.You will become the woman you want to be.

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